Hurt People Hurt Others

I am so afraid that I will do just that. I am terrified that when I have kids, I may one day hurt them like I have been hurt. I continue to push people away because I don’t want to get hurt, I don’t want to hurt them. I can’t trust people easily. sometimes, I feel as though God is a part … Continue reading

Tonight I Listen

I really miss you for I am lonely without you. I cry not because I am weak, but because I have been strong for too long. I have walls built up because I have been let down, and disappointed far too many times. Don’t tell me with words, they mean nothing. Show me with actions and … Continue reading

The Night is Dark, But I Am Wide Awake

it feels as though the world is sleeping, I am up writing. so many things on my mind, so many feelings unsaid. I want to say I am lost, but in order to be lost, I have to know where I am going. I don’t know where I am going, I am confuse. music drowns out unwanted thoughts, replaces unwanted feelings. if I push … Continue reading